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The Last Day

16th Oct, The Last Day as an Official student of SJI.

4 years of uncountable memories, priceless experiences and treasured relationships.

I'll definitely do a whole sum up of my life in SJI, expect a Mega-long summary at the end of the year.

But for now, there's a mountain to scale and i'm still a few hundred hours away from completing it.

20/8/03

First of all:
Happy birthday Mummy! Actually it's on Monday, and she'd probably not see this. But oh well!

The countdown is three weeks to the start of prelims (excluding english on the 28th of august). Science pracs next week.

Not alot of time left i guess.

It's time to start. (Might be a LITTLE too late huh?)

Might not be staying at home soon.
Probably will be shifting to my grandaunt's house. (my second home)
Cos my other grandaunt will be taking my room.
She needs to be looked after cos she has some severe illness.

Maybe I can finally mug at in a new environment? I DO have a whole room to myself, not forgetting a toilet and study table and air con and queen size bed, all in a three story house with a fantastic grandaunt who cooks delicious dinner and a cool aunt and uncle who's always cool to talk to.

So yeah, people out there takin prelims and O's, don't give up!

A little prayer to God:

Please, somehow, with your miraculous power, allow the class to wake up and start acting seriously?
And for the many other problems and issues, please somehow make it better.

Amen.

August

It's already August, and around 4-5 weeks to prelims?

One month past by so fast, yet truthfully i haven't started revision much. Well, just wanted to take a look back on how these four weeks past by.

I disappointed people in track and field, again. Though it was my last year. Didn't qualify for javelin again. I honestly thought it was no problem, seeing how i passed the mark so many times during training. And all i could do was helplessly watch the rest of them go on with their events. I was feeling kinda down throughout while the meet lasted. The only consolation i had was that i need not go down for training anymore. Not that i don't want to, but rather, it would give me more time to study.

Chinese O level listening was a breeze, luckily. Thought the questions were pretty simple. Probably would get a perfect score, if not then maybe 9/10. Just one question that alot of people were debating over. However, chinese oral were really bad. Discussion topic was one that was covered during class, yet when it came to me, my mind just blanked out. Totally. I was struggling just to string my sentences together. It was bad, really bad.

Okay, i might sound very depressed and all, but don't worry, i'm over those already. =)

Replacing chinese periods now were tests. Physics, chem, english, and weekly math tests. They're all coming, and i'm not prepared. I have been failing almost every single one that comes my way.

Just handed down SSVP on tuesday, hope the new committee will run it well next year. Now all my weekdays after school are free slots for studying. But what am i doing? Watching too much anime on youtube. Oh gosh, i think i spent over 100 hours on it already. Maybe even more than that! I dunno. Considering how many series i've already watched. I think i should just get my uncle to put a password on the 'www.youtube.com' website. Haha.

I found out that i can't study in silence, and without movement. Music doesn't really solve the problem, cos i'll be more likely be focusing more on the song than my work. Last saturday, i was supposed to meet Ali and nicky at esplanade to study. But plans got changed and i ended up at t.p's entertainment center macs. Funny thing was, i did 4 hours of solid chem revision there. Whenever i felt tired or bored, i'd just look up to see all the people on the other side of the glass going on with their lives. Weird as it is, but I could sit there all day just observing people moving around. No music, no other person to talk to, just me in a corner with my book, observing others. Haha. So i guess, libraries and my room doesn't fit me for studying does it? I need to find a place to study soon, and make sure i drag myself there to study. Macdonals downstairs would be ideal, but i can't seem to bring myself to go. Damn..

My friday nights, i think i spent them on youtube, again. So that's why I've decided to pop by RCIY more often now. It's better to spend my time with friends listening about God rather than at home alone staring at my computer screen right?

Well, today's a day of reflection for school, so i guess this entry would be my reflection on the past month. (I forgot to take the reflection sheet back home. So i guess tml must chiong in school...)

Heh, looking forward to next week. School on monday and friday only. And i heard chinese results were comin out too. (cross-fingers). Really hope my oral didn't sink my grades TOO much..

Alright, that's all for now. I've gotta find a way to make myself study.